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stephanie. seventeen.
melbourne. australia.

This is now a secondary blog which will mainly contain thoughts and occasional pictures. Sorry. :)

questions.
myself.


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Over it.

For once, just once, I want to be all you want.

Even if it only lasts a day, I just want to be the only one.

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I’m not happy anymore.

I’m not sad anymore.

I’m not mad.

I’m not annoyed.

I’m not upset.

I’m not feeling anything.

For the past week I’ve been numb.
I haven’t cried when I should have.
I haven’t been happy when I get good news.
There’s just nothing. I don’t understand.
 

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Really annoyed that my doctor doesn’t know why I’m bleeding but at least some good news came out of it! :/

Now to clean my room, go for a walk with Brooke, shower, pack for tomorrow, and sleep soundly so I can go to school then be in Chris’ arms tomorrow.

:3

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7:40am and I wake up feeling like someone has run over my ovaries with a bus.

In so much pain I want to cry. :/

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I do love Chris, alot. :)

He treats me the way I could only ever wish I would be treated. It’s amazing.

I love how he cuddles with me even when we’re with his family. It’s nice.

I could never imagine losing him again, having him in my life is like a fairytale to me.
Oh Tuesday couldn’t come quicker. :)

Now to sleep.
I hate sleeping alone. >< 

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